Went to the office todae with a heavy hrt...
Worse, was reading BBC and it was found tt diagnosis and treatment of cancers in teenagers and young adults are delayed in the UK
Sigh... wat a pcs of news to read in the morning... all the more tt Marpig thinks the docs here are too complacent; they (and other pple as well) believe tt young pple wont get cancers which is not true
Pple who don smoke nor drink gets lung cancer. Itz just luck
Immediately called private hospital to make booking to see chest consultant on this coming Thursdae after mech training dae
Obvious swelling of the left rib area near the hrt when Marpig lie down. A bit of a bruising of pain at tt location with the lump. Can really pin point and feel the lump as compared to last yr Oct. Marpig could feel it with her every movement
Sigh. Have been thinking... if Marpig really has cancer, tt will be the end of her career, her life and everyth...
Company might not wait for Marpig to fin her treatment. IF Marpig gets cured, will other companies employ Marpig? There are cases of discrimination against cancer patients
All Marpigz plans of working and travelling, achieving her dreams will be all gone
Thinking of tt really makes Marpig so sad... really really sad...
Had been surfing the net for the symptoms... currently Marpig am thinking of Hodgkin's Lymphoma since Marpigz lymph nodes at the neck are 4ever inflamed... had done a biopsy on the neck yrs ago but found nth
Sigh... Didnt noe tt Marpig will face such a setback again.. y? Y does such ths happen to Marpig periodically? Cant her life be smooth sailing like the rest?
Most probably after Thursdae, Marpig will go for CT scan/MRI or watever. Will definitely ask for it once and for all
The decision shall be, if the outcome is bad, Marpig has no choice but to tell boss, see if they are willing to wait for Marpig or work from Singapore. Will pack up and leave home for treatment... didnt want to plan anymore ths bcos everyth is much too vague and blurred now...
Just when everyth is about to start and fall into place, Marpig has her everyth robbed away...
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